I LOVE HOLIDAYS! :D

really, i do. cos i get to see baby often! and even though i have to mug, i feel at ease and nobody/nothing will bother me as i finally settle down to study. LOVE the feeling. :) and im REALLY happy i finally understand atmosphere properly!!! YAY :) now i just aimin to pass everything for midyears! :) just passing everything will make do, for now. :)

and to all my dear buddies, we'll get through this shit together ok! i'll share my notes and all with you. we'll study together. and we must chart our IMPROVEMENTS! :) we can do it, yes? :) i dont have to state who im referring to, yes? you guys shld know. i really wanna paste a smiley sticker. :( :( :(

ok anyway yst was lovely! :) daddy and baby, my 2 favourite men on earth, went kbox with me! :) teehee :D well next sat baby's gg buffet with my family. including my ah ma. hehehe. really excited cos its been some time since i went for a proper buffet!!! gonna like, go for buffets in holidays man. :\ i miss rendezvous and orchard hotel's. and plaza mkt cafe. yum yum. :)

there're so many movies i wanna watch! but ok, i shall limit myself to 3. must study! Night at museum2 with my daddy, UP with dale, and ghosts of ex-gf past on 12 june! :) so excited for my bdae, teehee.

okay off to study! tomoro will be another lovely day. :) hehehhehehhehe.

and my poor but brave tzuling, i hope you'll be okay fast fast! it's just subduction of "oceanic plate" only, anyway. ;) but really i dont think im THAT brave to go through it. but either way get well by 11june ok!!!!! >:\ we have a date!!!! hahahaha. love you!

-jinghui-

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new hp, or new camera???

i rly cant decide!!! :( :( :( my hp is giving me lotsa troubles now. hmph. but i want a new camera too. my lumix at home is spoilt :(

-jinghui-

teehee holidays are here! so happy happy. must study like crap, but at least i have TIME to study. how ironic. :)

there isnt much t blog abt and im tired. :\ just cant wait for my birthday ehhehehehehhehe. i'm gonna rest for 3 days in a row! so i shall mug alot for the rest of the days. :) im turning 18!! :) teehee. quite excited. :D and i really want a new camera. or maybe a new hp. idk, cant decide. :\ hate it when i cant load photos into the com even after dale gave me the wire. grrrrr. i think it's my hp. :( sigh! only one year you know. sheesh. and the buttons are spoiling. one died alrdy. so darn lazy t get it fixed. :x

oh well. ok off to study! :) i really want to pass my mids!

-jinghui-

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ling is like, totally my shopping buddy i swear. so nice t shop with her cos the things we shop and see abt the same and she knows my taste and vice versa. so v fun t shop with her! and i can eat good food, cos only she wil wan t eat with me. :D yay yay yay. so happy. :D bought earrings from f21, v v pleased with it. :D and a shirt for baby from esprit. and stitch sweets. and MANY hairbands from fox. i tell you im a happy girl now. :D lets go shopping in home clothes soon ok toufu. :)

today had team dinner at ichiban sushi- had so much fun and til now my face v tired and sore cos we camwhored like CRAZY. really funny, i cant believe they took SO MANY UNGLAM PHOTOS OF ME AND REFUSE TO DELETE!!!!!!!!!! D: rly ugly ok i look like a total bimbo :x grrrrr. hahaha but i had so much fun ok. :) i think my clique in the team is rly v fun! :D

tmr envirofest, kinda regret taking it up cos v tired nowadays yah. :\ oh well, sign up le must do. plus it wil help my geog alot. :D revision. :) i miss my baby though :( sigh sigh sigh. june holidays so busy yet have study like mad. i have ALOT to catch up. :( sheesh. but there's many stuff i wanna do with baby too. :D hehehhee. one of which is study tgt of cos. :D even if i dun wan to, he'll probably make me. <3 hehehhee.

ok off t do some hw, then to bed. :D

-jinghui-

i swear, homework is killing me! D: leave me alone! i dont have the time t study like that, and i have alot t catch up with. grrrrrrrrrrrr. anyway. ive been a good girl cos ive been studying and doing hw alot. :D but tsk, today end up din get t play wii. sigh! :) another time SOON :D

on a very very happy note, baby gave me a surprise! :D he shipped over from japan a box of limited edition kitkat, and to top it off, a roll of cookies and cream mentos. :D :D :D i swear, at the rate he's feeding me im gonna grow fat. :) hehehehhehe. wil post the photos soon. rly too lazy and tired to plug in etc etc etc. and sort my files etc etc etc. haiyo!

and holidays r coming soon!!!!!!! yay yay. and my birthday! :D cant wait to turn 18, really. :D

ok off to bed! tired.

-jinghui-

i seem to be stoning alot nowadays, but i feel better after that. its like my way t destress. :) but of cos i get VERY annoyed when ppl disturb me while im stoning and zoning out. hahaha.

alot hw nowadays, v annoyed. cos i think my ocd getting worse, i need t like clear my hw before i feel at peace and calm. :x hahhaha. jenna says my ocd is worse than hers leh. sheesh. hahahahha. but really, hw v irritating cos i cant start studyin if i dont finish. eeeeeeyerh ok i think i need t plan.

i really need holidays, although it probably isnt a holiday. but i wont do much holiday hw if there's alot. i gt alot t catch up, hw isnt gonna help. i need time alone t study.

and my tuition increase t two times a week in holidays. :\ sigh!

and i've turned into a full-fledge mugger alrdy. studied in school with ben and ling today till 730pm after school. o_0 tmr gg library. oh man. hahahhahah :) i want t like, pass all my subjects for mids! really really. ok. maybe math...........................:x hahaha. math SUCK ok. stupid she keep adding lessons until breaks gone AND h1 subject only it has more tutorials and lectures than h2. :( which makes us hates it more!!!!

ok off t do hw. again. mr hue must STOP giving us unnecessary hw ok. v angry with him. give alrdy then say give wrong. WALAO. underhand means to get us t do work we shouldnt do -.-"

and my hp keypad spoiling, im v v sad :(

-jinghui-

after 3 consecutive days of tournament, today finally came. :) was extremely happy the past few days and looked forward t today, but somehow im feeling a little sad. but happy. idk. im not surprised i cried, really. its just j2 girls+desiree we v bonded. so i guess after going thru HELL AND SHIT, it's kinda hard for us t part. : sigh. i mean we're chinese speaking so its v easy for us t talk and we always crap and laugh so hard. at the slightest things. like today, in the bus. i swear today we're all insane, the j2 girls were so high and screaming and shouting i think the bus uncle was annoyed. HAHA. i'll miss these days. must go out ok! ting i really wanna go ur hse t play wii 0_0 cooking mama!!! and sonic! and i wanna go desiree hse t eat steamboat!!!

frankly speaking, bmt team sucks. i mean if it wasnt for the girls, i'll hate it more than ever. i wont say much here, but all i can say is smtimes, it really dont take much brains to see a person clearly, to make ppl wanna slap their faces. really. im talking abt two ppl here, im sure the ppl who know will know who im referring to. after all the nonsense, i'll leave these bad memories behind.

ok on a happy note if it wasnt for bmt i wouldnt have met my baby. :) but im stil glad bmt finally all over. no more leg aches, no more training till 9pm, no more all these stuff. :) finally i can start studying in peace, and study with baby. apart from my gp that's improving [yay!], my other subjects are still abt the same, or worse. -.-" geez. sigh! i need t work hard alrdy. :)

tmr will be a tiring day! 730pm have t be at botanic garden for briefing for Envirofest. :\ hope it wont be till too late and baby can fetch me. i hate gg home too late, i'll be scared :\ hehehehe. but celebrating wanyi's bday tmr! v good. hahahahhaa so exciting. :D

sat baby supposed t meet my family for kbox :) but daddy's sick :( hope he gets well soon! i'll do the housework for now. and i have t watch play with dale at night! i think im a very busy girl. hahahahaha :) so pleased no more bmt. promise i'll start mugging after a week. promise. :D

and my leg still hurts!!!!!!!!!!! :( damn it. hmph.

-jinghui-

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v tired now, but v happy too. today i gave baby a surprise which, im surprised, caught baby by surprise. :D i tot he would've guessed it. heh. but either way im very happy :D hehehehhehe. cos my baby's happy. :) and his mama loves the present we gave her too. from chomel. so happy. :D hehehhee. i love you baby!

i swear, i'll NEVER go to the chinese doctor to ba guan again, unless ABSOLUTELY necessary. so damn frigging painful, i cried. :( now stil v pain, i cant even walk fast. hmph.

last few days of bmt/training!!! so happy. :)

-jinghui-

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today's a wonderful day. (: not only cos i did volunteer work on 2553th vesak day and im happily tired, but also cos my silly boy made my day by getting lost but finally finding me at my volunteer place. :) and it's significant, cos it's the first vesak we spend together! it's like this nice beginning and a little insight to our future. X) hehe. and i know my baby's trying to change for me.. :) and these are the little things that show that our love is strong cos it isnt just one party sacrificing and we're both giving and taking. this is what a love should be :) okay im just feeling warm and fuzzy cos baby's been really supportive and all all these while :) you make me smile, baby. :o)

okay gonna go rest, so tired today. and eeek what on earth did i just see??!?!??! JUNE HOLIDAY MAKEUP LECTURES. wth. please leave us alone to study can?!?!?!??!?!?!?! :( bleah. im anti-homework and anti-extra lectures now!

-jinghui-

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3 days of break! :D feeling v v happy now. :D though tmr isnt rly a break but its volunteer work at KMS frm 730am to night so im happy either way :)

just that i screwed up my econs test. uhoh. i chose the wrong question luh!!! D: sian. my part A was like a few lines ok. grrr. no way am i gg t let my tuition teacher see when i get it back. :\ i really think time management is one of my biggest problems. i need t do sth abt it soon.

tournament is finally ending. :) :) :) so so so so happy! the j2 girls were cheering and screaming and making bimbotic moves that ppl probably think we gt a good draw and have a chance t get into finals. haha. :x and i think ______ and ______ were quite pissed with us but we were kinda like oblivious. hehe. but yeah. as much as ppl say grades wil drop within this period of time i wont give myself excuse if i dont do well for my econ test. either way. IM STEPPING DOWN SOON!!!!! so pleased okay! :D it's finally over.

just that really, i think i will miss my either slow or aunty or clumsy or bimbotic friends. [no prize for guessing right who's who. hahaha] the j2 girls team quite close, maybe cos we're all chinese speaking and everytime we're together we laugh so so much. :D i mean, we wont rly spend tt much time together after we step down. :\ trainings would have been so much worse if it wasnt for them. esp my buddy tingyin who shares a favourite pasttime with me. hahahha! but it's really quite a relieve to step down. rly so tiring the past few weeks, and schwork is getting so hectic le. ms johnson said we'll get more depressed as time goes by. uhoh. : but anyway. finally i'll have more time t study. hate t see my grades always fluctuating. no excuses from now on ever.

and love? thanks for always being there for me esp when im nearly gg into depression or sth. the past few weeks really took its toll on me, but its finally gg t be over. :) i love you! cant wait for june holidays :) i wanna do so many things with you! like, eat buffet. and ice skate. and go on sg flyer at night. :D eheheheheheheh. and study, of cos. -sigh- hahahahahaha.

-jinghui-

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i think i need to have a whole quiet day to myself t sort my thoughts out. like totally alone. so tired just t even keep up now, to act like everything's fine. and i realised i feel like crying at any point of time in the day at the smallest things. which isnt really good cos it sounds like depression. sigh. feeling a little sick doesnt help either. i hate days when im cranky.

i need to remember my promise to myself of cherishing everything in my life, instead of blaming everyone for everything.

-jinghui-

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ok no that i HATE hate hw. i kinda like hw. but i hate it cos it doesnt leave me with time to study. and hey im here cos im taking a break from frigging BNW [i.e. literature] ok. :)

today the class talked abt drinking and stuff. i feel like a total kid okay. literally EVERYONE drinks. including innocent looking cindy chang and oh so guai looking benjamin lin jiawei. can you believe it?? :\!!! haiyo. ok maybe im really v sheltered and protected. i will try lychee martini. and blah blah vodka dunno what. aiyah! now i really feel like a 5 year old. :(

okay back t doing hw :) so lazy to blog!

-jinghui-

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i wish bmt wil thoroughly end soon. so tired. and i wish all these will end soon; its so hectic and tiring i feel empty.there're so many uncertainties in life i really wish i can forsee the future and plan. i hate being caught off-guard.

and oh no why am i turning into a crybaby? maybe im breaking down soon. but its only may. :(

-jinghui-

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